There where many things I didn't know

Over how good it feels,
3 weeks ago, I thought I would never get up of my knees.

Now I'm stronger then before,
I'm finally one of the persons I can honestly say I adore.

Never been this free,
Though this wasn't how it suposed to be.

This is the way we turned out,
atleast we didn't have to go through all the scream and shouts.

I'm fine and so are you,
we may be over, but we'll never be through, <3

I'm glad you've moven on so fast,
that you're not living in the past.

I can still smell the same air I felt the first time,
Standing in the cafeteria line,

When our eyes meet,
that's a moment I'll never forget.

though I suspect you've thrown away the pink note I made you,
I still remember the look on your face, a smile, a part of you that where so sincere.
You were so beauteful I couldn't see clear.

Love at first sight,
Ending with a fight...

Not talking to you hurts,
to cry while thinking of you hurts,
to cry as I talk to you makes me ashamed...

Ashamed of beeing the one making the final decision,
to make you hate me and everything that we stod for.

We, you and me, the two of us...
What will become of me now that I'm only, me, myself and I?

Do I have the strenght to stand up alone,
to live by myself?

This is not what I intentended,
I wanted us to be happy,
to share the rest of our lives,
to love and never fall apart...

In my head I keep on thinking right back to the start,
wondering what made us change?

Well I tried but I had to draw the line,
but still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

what if I had never let you go,
would you be the man I used to know?
If I'd stayed,
if you'd tried,
if we could only turn back time...
but I guess we'll never know.

I'm not sad, cuz this has been the best 2 years of my entire life.
but at the same time, telling you those things hurts me like a knife.

You were my world, and you took me to a state of happiness
now, I feel that I can't give that back in any other way then sadness

I don't get how my love for you just faded so ungracefully,
and the only thing I felt inside the last month was missery.

Missery of not knowing how I felt,
and that hurted me proboebly more then the pain of the tears that fell.

You gave me love that I'm not sure I'll ever feel again,
so why did I leave you if all that I'm feeling right now is pain?

I couldn't stand of losing you, so in my mind I made it up,
that it would get better sometime and you'd just brooken up.

That would be easier, to feel that you were the one making me cry,
instead I turned it all around.

As I said, I loved you from the start,
and I never wanted to se us apart.

But at the time beeing, you and I aren't meent to be,
maybe it's all beacause of me...

I don't regret living whit you for 2  years,
cuz they where, and you are, unforgettable.  

I'll always love you, and you'll always be my first and only love. <3

 / MF

She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of faith
When morning comes it'll be too late


A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot