A broken heart I'll never forget.
...
I feel like giving up,
but I'm not going to,
every time I feel sad, I just have to look up,
cuz I know you're there, and you're missing me too.
you've been gone for to long now,
and I don't know why, but I've survied somehow,
the warmth of your arms are nolonger holding me,
but like you said, "it will be okey you'll see"
I havn't been okey, not glad, nore fine,
I've tomany times been ready to step over the line.
I miss your scent, the sound of your voice,
but it's been worth the waiting, cuz I had no other choice.
You'll be back soon,
and I'm longing for the day to come,
when they realeses you from your room,
and you'll come back home
But promise me, once you're home agin,
never leave, cuz I wouldn't be able to take it,
without you I'm never gona make it.
I know the world can be a scary place,
and it will be again,
but just let me do this by my own pace,
and it will be okey.
but I'm not going to,
every time I feel sad, I just have to look up,
cuz I know you're there, and you're missing me too.
you've been gone for to long now,
and I don't know why, but I've survied somehow,
the warmth of your arms are nolonger holding me,
but like you said, "it will be okey you'll see"
I havn't been okey, not glad, nore fine,
I've tomany times been ready to step over the line.
I miss your scent, the sound of your voice,
but it's been worth the waiting, cuz I had no other choice.
You'll be back soon,
and I'm longing for the day to come,
when they realeses you from your room,
and you'll come back home
But promise me, once you're home agin,
never leave, cuz I wouldn't be able to take it,
without you I'm never gona make it.
I know the world can be a scary place,
and it will be again,
but just let me do this by my own pace,
and it will be okey.
you have to know when to shut up.
Maybe it's like they say, I'm worth nothing, can't do anything and understands nada.
I can never get a encouraging word, a proud look, not one freaking good thought.
am I really such a bad person that everyone needs to put me down?
What I got to do to make you understand, that I'm someone who cares, even when I don't show it?
I took a chance to let you know, but you don't wanna see, or are you just to stupid to get it?
Why do you think my habits are like they are? cuz I want them to? No I just don't have to strength to do different.
Put me down, make me feel like a loser,
but I know, you havn't always thought that.
Well, I'm just a big dissapointment, let's just give up shall we?
I can never get a encouraging word, a proud look, not one freaking good thought.
am I really such a bad person that everyone needs to put me down?
What I got to do to make you understand, that I'm someone who cares, even when I don't show it?
I took a chance to let you know, but you don't wanna see, or are you just to stupid to get it?
Why do you think my habits are like they are? cuz I want them to? No I just don't have to strength to do different.
Put me down, make me feel like a loser,
but I know, you havn't always thought that.
Well, I'm just a big dissapointment, let's just give up shall we?
Will it never end?
What's your profit from hurting me like you do?
when you know I'm a better person, not saying anything back to you.
Why do you even open your mouth if all you can say is mean?
but this time I'm not just sitting saying nothing, it's time to come clean.
That I've for a long time hated, is no secret to anyone,
but must that meen I have to feel like I'm no one?
This is getting serious,
you only care for yourself, but never thinking 'bout the rest of us
Whatever I do, there's always something wrong,
and when I'm sick of it, and doesn't do anything, there's another mean song.
If I could for once feel loved by you,
that would meen the world to me...
but I'm not like you, I have feelings, I do,
what happens next, well, we'll just have to wait and see.
make up ones mind...
I can ever make up my mind in weather I'm feeling down, or just happy?
I don't think so, there's to much going on, and I never got time to think of only me. But maybe that's for the best, considering I always put others first. I don't really care how I'm doing, as long as everyoneelse is fine. It's just, when I'm finally done with all my dutys and I got time for myself, I can't do anything but cry. Cry over how misserable my life really is, cuz seriously, you shoudln't be having it like this. And everyone that knows 'bout my situation just feels sorry for me. But can't they get it, I don't wanna be the one who's life is so screwed up that they HAVE to be with me just so I'm not alone. I'm fine, atleast without your sympathy!
This is my war, my pain and my life. And I'm strong enough to make it thorugh, just maybe right now.
It may take a while, but I'm ready.
You're going down, and you're not taking my with you this time!
I don't think so, there's to much going on, and I never got time to think of only me. But maybe that's for the best, considering I always put others first. I don't really care how I'm doing, as long as everyoneelse is fine. It's just, when I'm finally done with all my dutys and I got time for myself, I can't do anything but cry. Cry over how misserable my life really is, cuz seriously, you shoudln't be having it like this. And everyone that knows 'bout my situation just feels sorry for me. But can't they get it, I don't wanna be the one who's life is so screwed up that they HAVE to be with me just so I'm not alone. I'm fine, atleast without your sympathy!
This is my war, my pain and my life. And I'm strong enough to make it thorugh, just maybe right now.
It may take a while, but I'm ready.
You're going down, and you're not taking my with you this time!
